Sitting In My Schofield

Storys, opinions, and experiences of an Oklahoma Mom. As of late, I am also looking for my birth parents, who once resided in Indiana.

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I am happily married, and have three sons. I live in a small, quiet, town in Oklahoma. Currently, I am searching for my Birth Parents, who once resided in Indiana.

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

WHAT'S IN A NAME?

Today, I was watching the usual morning TV. Appearently Tom Cruise And Katie Holms had their baby. They named her Suri, it means Rose. So why didn't they just name her Rose? Yesterday, I was online doing some family history, surname research. In this life time, I've had several first and surnames. My birth name, which I have no idea what that is. They called me Julie, at the Foster home. My first and middle name that, my adoptive parents gave me.
I have the last name, from my first marriage. I also now have, my last name from my current, marriage. Then, I also have the my nick name, which I go by.

It is no wonder that, I have been in an idenity crisis all of my life. An identity complex, if you will. I guess that, I never knew who I was in the beginning. However, I have paved the road of, who I am suposed to be. I didn't chose my adoptive paretns, they chose me. However, I did chose both my first and current husbands. Therefor, I did chose those last names. I read somewhere that, with every last name change, you too change. I read that in a numereology book. They were speaking in terms of women, when they get married.

I suppose that, there is some truth to that as well. You are nolonger the person that you once were. Evidentally, you're energy changes too. I guess that, I'll go along with that. You change, and you're energy changes. For future refernce, don't name you're kids something dorky. They are the ones who have to, put up with the teasing for the rest of their lives. I have so hated my full first name all of my life. In response to this, my son has only one name. This is so, no one can get under his skin, by calling him by his entire full name. Pretty smart don't you think? Catch Ya'll later.