Sitting In My Schofield

Storys, opinions, and experiences of an Oklahoma Mom. As of late, I am also looking for my birth parents, who once resided in Indiana.

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I am happily married, and have three sons. I live in a small, quiet, town in Oklahoma. Currently, I am searching for my Birth Parents, who once resided in Indiana.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

SHE'S STILL HERE

I wonder, how many of us truly believe in guardian angles? Do they really exist? Are they honestly watching over us? I must tell you that, my husband and I have one. It's his mother, who passed away over 30 years ago. From his childhood storys, he tells me of situations where she was around. When he was sick in bed with a high fever, or in a car accident where he shouldn't have lived. Or where, she came into over room, then soon vanished. Keep in mind that I personally, can never see her. I'm not gifted like the rest of his family. My husband's family, are those who have the abilities of Medium, Clairavoyant, and a Sensitive. You're probably thinking, what a Wack-O? With these abilities, they seem to be stronger with each generation. Four generations so far, were either blessed or cursed. Just depending on how, you want to look at it. Every one of them they I've spoken with, can tell me atleast one story. A story that, the average person wouldn't or couldn't be able to tell. That's the other downfall to, all of these abilities. You have to be very carfeul who you tell.

I'm suprised that I'm even telling all of you. You're probably thinking by now, that I'm crazy and have watched too much TV. However, today's post stemms from, information regarding my late Mother-In-Law's death. Keep in mind, I never met my late Mother-In-Law, she died when I was about two & 1/2 years old. My husband had just turned six years old, two months before she died. So, he really never knew her either. Although, I honestly wish that I would have had the honor of knowing her. Never-the-less, I feel some deep connection to her. Maybe, it's the pictures that I have found for my husband. The ones that I now display for everyone to see. I'm sure that, I think about her more then my husband does. I'm just simply intrigued with, the mystery of her unsolved homicide. If you've watched TV lately, they are now calling them Cold Cases.

Just Monday, I recievd some new information in the mail about her death. The information came from a Research Librarain. This particular librarian, gave me a new direction to obtain further information. All my husband had to do was, just mail in a written request for it. That of which, he mailed this very morning. So at last, if she's truly our guardian angle. She may help us in putting to rest, all of these unanswered questions. I hope that, she wants to give her son and family a sense of peace. My husband has said just lately that, he would like to find out just who was responsible for her death. Again, the police never found out who did it. Never-the-less, in the days to come, I will be on the edege of my seat. I'll be waiting on the Mail Lady. I can't wait to find out what she will bring me. So...if you have similar storys, I would very much like to hear from you. See ya'll later.



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